It's art work is no longer needed........
Yesterday I recieved a box from Stampington & Company............
I was like what the hell?????
But then again I have a tendency to order crap and forget I ordered it...........
Small problem:)
But the problem with that is I stopped buying from Stampington long ago...........
For various reasons............
For which you are about to find out..........
So I open the box and this note is on the top.........
Insert bewildered look *here*...........
Then it dawned on me!!!
Oh my God this is the assemblage piece I had to do for my Creative Thinking class in college!!!!
I had submitted it because my professor had given it such rave reviews and at the time I was just starting with all the mixed media type of artwork so I figured what the heck.............
BACK IN 2005!!!
When I hadn't recieved any feedback from them by the next year I contacted them numerous times to please send it back. I got a few "we are looking" responses and a few "it must be being held for publication somewhere" and then finally nothing. Then the next year I tried again. Asking them to please send it back and that time I got no response whatsoever and I knew they had it because they cashed the stupid $6 check I had to send with it for it to be returned!!! So I figured well it must have ended up in the trash somewhere and I was never to see it again...........
Until today:)
So here is my first mixed media piece in all it's glory lol:)
It was cigar box from Micheals. I covered it in all sorts of reciepts I had then used gold decoupage. Center frame was my grandmother's and the AMEX card was actually mine:)
It was a piece dedicated to my mother. Who's death I was obviously still not over in 2005. Those green tags are the old Nordstrom tags.
The stickers said "Money can't buy you hapiness but you look fabulous". Then my rose colored glasses:)
That's my "student statement". Don't read that if you have mascara on:) Another obvious thing. I was really using that American Express card!!!
This was supposed to be a self evaluation piece and it was hugely beneficial to me in moving on with my life and balancing all my responsibilities in a way that didn't overwhelm me or make Frank feel like he was 45th on my list. And all the shopping although fun and instantly gratifying eventually faded and all I was left with was a big bill, my dad pissed off (I was on his account for emergency purposes and back then Betsey Johnson was considered an emergency:) and no relief from that empty feeling of not having a mother anymore.
It was sad. A part of growing into who I am today. That was back in 2005 and here we are almost 2012 and it still hurts. It's a pain that won't ever go away. But I guess that's the price you pay for a having a mother like mine.
Much love to you all.

